So today, pretty good. Picked up alex, then went to wasueon to the skate demo. Hung out with alex, ashley, devin, drew, joe, kit, wes, steven, jake, shannon...and that little punk kid. lmfao.
So i'm really hoping that life picks up pretty soon, things aren't going as well as i'd like them to be. My sister left, and she still won't talk to me, even though i've done nothing wrong. She found new family with her boyfriend's family, and that just kind of doesn't feel too good on me.
My aunt, who has been like a mom to me is moving to a country in the middle east for a year for a job.
And yet again, in the end of all of the shit, I'll realize that i've learned my lessons and have come out a better person. Still sometimes, I wish it were easier, just simple for once.
anywho, so my friend just got dumped, bummer. break ups suck but it's nothing to get too worked up over.. trust me, i know.
I dated this dude for a year and a half, and outta nowhere he breaks up with me. I was devestated, i got "there's other fish in the sea" "it's not the end of the world" I was just like mk shut the fuck up im depressed. soo.. i did really dumb things.
I cut myself thinking that i could focus the pain somewhere else.
I layed out in the sun until i was sunburnt really bad so it would turn into a tan, i mean guy's love the tans right??
I puked myself in hopes to become skinner so he would want me back.
Point here is.. why would you waste all your time trying to fix all your imperfections to become perfect for someone when you shouldn't have to spend any time at all, just by being yourself and just hope that someone comes along who's gonna like that.
just some food for thought if ur ass ever gets dumped as bad as mine did.
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